well, that's embarassing...

have you ever been like "HEY, JUDY!" to someone and then you see them and they're definitely NOT judy? yeah i've done that about fifteen times so far this week. i'm about ready to do myself in.

this girl today had the same jacket, height, hair colour as my friend and i was like "HEY!" and she turned towards me and it was this girl i secretly think is really weird because she walks super-fast everywhere and is never ever seen with friends. i was like... "oh, i'm sorry. i thought you were someone else." she looked like she was going to cry. then she just stood there and i was like kind of wanting to walk away by that point but it was all too weird so i started telling her about my friend who looks kind-of like her but skinnier. i didn't say that part don't worry. wow. then i killed myself.

also one thing i've noticed is that people don't say "i'm gonna kill myself" nearly as much as i'm used to. occasionally i'll say it as in "i have a bit of homework that i don't really want to do" and people get really concered, like actually... 

bottom line: people are strange, not least of all me.